Wednesday, July 30, 2008

july

  • riot!

    Current mood:sleepy

    Paramore was pretty awesome.
    Too bad I left my camera in the car...
    It was a little chilly, but I survived.
    And those drunk girls were funny.

  • Current mood:disappointed

    I never want to be the parent that continually lets their children down. I never want to be the parent that makes false promises.

    I've been let down way too many times by my family and friends, and it sucks. It happens way too frequently. To the point where I don't beleive in their promises anymore, and I start to beleive that they're going to let me down.

    I don't want to be like that.

    I know I've let plenty of people down before, but I don't think it's a habit like with some of my offenders. There's one person in particular that I've let down, and it kills me to know I let them down. It never hurts less. I don't think it hurts these people. I don't think they care that they're continually letting me down.

  • Current mood:sleepy

    transfering music has become a bigger job than I had anticipated. But I'm almost done =]


  • Current mood:sleepy

    Arroz con leche popsicles.

    • how the day sounds

      Current mood:blustery

      I've been in a little bit of a funk lately. Maybe it's because I've been sleeping waaaay too much, but I don't think that's it.
      I think it's because I want this summer to hurry up and be over with. It's not like I'm doing anything worth while. I haven't hung out with my friends which was the main thing I wanted to do this summer.
      I just want to hurry up and get out of here. I want to go to school. I want to try things out on my own. I'm tired of the way things have been going. As of right now, I don't even think I want to come home on the weekends.


    • Current mood:apathetic

      ... I have friends. But when I need someone to talk to, where are they?


    • Current mood:bummed

      My mother will be financially stable.
      I will find my prince charming.
      My prince charming will be an attractive athlete.
      I will get my license on August 12th.
      I will have a car while at Pepperdine.
      Rebecca and I will have a lasting friendship.
      Katy will be an awesome roommate.
      I will be set finacially while at Pepperdine.
      Nathan will leave me alone.
      Everything will be fine with Pepperdine.



      sleep

    • Current mood:determined

      I've been staying up way too late and sleeping in way too long. When I wake up tomorrow, I will stay up.
      And I will pass with flying colours and I will make a winning video.

      • one track mind

        Current mood:understimulated

        I am a mouse potato for sure.


      • Current mood:annoyed

        Drop it already. All of you.


      • Current mood:indescribable

        I love my friends. Some of them. Rebecca especially.
        I don't care if I always seem to have to wait for her or if we disagree or whatever else. I love her.
        I'm really going to miss her once I start school. I'm not going to see her for months =[
        I think that's going to be really hard for me. Maybe I can try to get up there every once in a while...


      • Current mood:contemplative

        ... was the soundtrack of my summer...

        The concert was good.
        I would have enjoyed it more had I gone with a friend.
        I wanted to win the tickets for my mom so she could see Metro Station, but in the end, I didn't really want to go with her.
        I love my mom and I think she is the greatest, but sometimes I like to do things without her. I need to do things without her.

        • on the road again

          Current mood:sleepy

          Driving around for hours and hours really tires you out yo.


        • Current mood:sleepy

          My mother will be financially stable.
          I will find my prince charming.
          My prince charming will be an attractive athlete.
          I will get my license on July 24th.
          I will have a car while at Pepperdine.
          Rebecca and I will have a lasting friendship.
          Katy will be an awesome roommate.
          I will be set finacially while at Pepperdine.
          Nathan will leave me alone.
          Everything will be fine with Pepperdine.
          I will have a great time this weekend.
          I will not drink alcohol this weekend.
          Rebecca will love her gift.


        • Current mood:cooky/wacky

          I think break's going to start heatin' up pretty soon


        • Current mood:content

          My family is waaaay too funny.

          • vocation

            Current mood:indescribable

            I'm guessing my essay will be pretty difficult to write.


          • Current mood:chill

            The beach was wiggity whack today.
            Waaaaay too windy.
            I got sand blasted.


          • Current mood:confused

            So I go to the movies to go see Hellboy at 8. I liked it better than the first one.
            Then I sneak in to see Hancock at 10:15. It was okay. The best Will Smith movie I've seen.
            We get out of the movies at 12 and make a run down to Walmart to look for a last minute b-day gift.
            Here's the weird thing: We get out at 1 and it's raining!
            What?!
            It's July! And it's been hot! It doesn't rain all of a sudden!


          • Current mood:nostalgic

            I want to go back to fifth grade.

            • dwell

              Current mood:nauseated

              I have an overactive mind.
              I can think and think and think like there's no tomorrow.
              Lately it's been causing me to stay awake for hours, only making me sleep until the afternoon the next day.
              I can't waste days like that, so I need to get my thoughts under control.
              I need to stop dwelling on things that have already happened.
              And 95% of the time I dwell on negative things that have happened, bringing back negative feelings that I had at the time or making me feel worse about it.
              I need to stop.


            • Current mood:sleepy

              My mother will be financially stable.
              I will find my prince charming.
              I will get my license soon.
              Rebecca and I will have a lasting friendship.
              Katy will be an awesome roommate.
              I will be set finacially while at Pepperdine.
              Nathan will leave me alone.
              Everything will be fine with Pepperdine.


            • Current mood:confused

              sleep.
              I can't sleep forever tomorrow.

            • Current mood:warm

              It's pretty much my favorite show right now. It's on 3 different channels so as soon as it's over on one channel, I can watch it on a different one. It's wonderful and I need a life.

              • rawr!

                Current mood:bored

                I'm a dinosaur!


              • Current mood:chipper

                I made a HUGE dent in my dorm shopping today


              • Current mood:grateful

                Rebecca and I have a bond that I don't have with anyone else. It's weird and could be a lot stronger, but I'm grateful for it. She is one of the most important people in my life. I'm glad we had a good text sesh today. I needed some form of communication with her.


              • Current mood:determined

                It'll do me some good. I'll grow and become a better person.

                • list 30

                  Current mood:full

                  My mother will be financially stable.
                  I will pass both AP tests.
                  I will find my prince charming.
                  I will get my license soon.
                  Rebecca and I will have a lasting friendship.
                  Katy will be an awesome roommate.
                  I will be set finacially while at Pepperdine.
                  Nathan will leave me alone.
                  Everything will be fine with Pepperdine.


                • Current mood:blah

                  I need to get out of the house. I need to do something other than eat and sleep. I'm wasting prescious friend time.


                • Current mood:amused

                  Alex is trippin'. No way will he ever be an attractive model. And I'm pretty sure he's gay. He needs to snap out of his little world.


                • Current mood:thirsty

                  Kung Fu Panda was kind of lame. But my grandparents liked it, so that's all that matters.
                  And then I convinced them to sneak into The Incredible Hulk. They were pretty scared about it at first, but once opening credits finished, they calmed down. They were with an experienced sneaker, so it was okay.
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