January 18

I slept in and surfed around looking for internships when I should've been doing homework. I ended up setting out for the mall, which was a huge bust, but the stopping by Zuma to watch the sun set was a nice little treat. I stopped by Pavillions, chatted with Erin for a bit, and then bought some stuff online before making myself some dinner. I read, Katy came home, and then I started watching Parenthood. Erin and Katy were talking for almost an hour downstairs and then continued to do so upstairs. I can't talk to anyone for that long and hearing how effortless their conversations are just sends me in a downward spiral. I wish I could have those conversations. So much. It makes me so sad.