May 14

It took me forever to fall asleep. I was just too emotional and had too much going on in my mind. I was conflicted again. I was conflicted all day. Last night I was sad and hurt. Today, I was mad and hurt. I don't know if that's how I should have felt, but that's what happened.

Work was rough until my lunch. I was barely chugging along, but then when I just had 2 of my 8 hours left, I was fine. And it was slow today, so that probably had something to do with it.

I probably should have done homework when I got home, but I didn't. I surfed around online, caught up on TV, looked for places to live, and then watched a movie. I should probably try and sleep though. Without crying. Right.