Wednesday, May 25, 2011

May 24

Today was a huge mistake.

I had an even harder time staying awake in class this morning than I had yesterday morning.  I was looking at my notes afterwards, and they make no sense and everything's spelled wrong.  I had a quick convo with my dad when I got out and finally made an appointment to go to the doctor.  I was supposed to go last week, but I'm going next week instead.
I was home by 11, finished a movie I had started on Saturday while waiting up for Daniel, and then I crashed.  I figured since I wasn't working today, napping was allowed, and necessary, and I would have plenty of time to do my 5 page research paper when I woke up.  I woke up around 5, didn't start my paper, and then crashed again around 7 and didn't wake up until 10.  Whoops.  Instead of starting my paper at that point, I watched Glee.
It's now midnight and I have yet to do research or write any of my paper.  Or make a handout for the class.  This whole summer school thing isn't working out.  I have been incredibly unmotivated and too tired to do anything.  I figured after taking 8 summers of class, a 9th wouldn't be a big deal.  Maybe I'm just over it.  I definitely need a break.  I've been going non-stop with work and school since last summer.  Really, no breaks.  No winter break, no spring break.  Non. Stop.  I just need to make it through next Friday and I'll be golden.

Now, instead of writing my paper, I'm going to bed.
Awful choice?  Most definitely.

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